questions

how to find a right way?
how to find a balance
between contradictory
emotions,
thoughts,
feelings?

when you try to go ahead
but some pictures,
some scraps of sad memories
tell you to stop,
to run away.

how to be fair and nice,
when your insde protests -
kidness should not be granted
for all the betrayals.
No rewards.

how to find a right way?

some memories

“How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep…that have taken hold.”

from LOTR